Pata nahi kyu aj maan hua ki kuch likhu, aur pata ni kyu likhne ka maan achanak hindi mein hua.

Aj tak mene jo bhi kuch likha vo sab angrezi mein tha, ye meri pehli kahani h jo mein hindi mein likh rha hu.

Ye kahani meri hai aur us pyari si larki ki jise mein pyaar se kabi monu bulata tha, bulata toh aj b usko isi nam.se hu par fark bas itna hai ki uss waqt vo sharmati thi aur aj usko koi fark nahi parta.

Kahani ki shuruwat kuch aise hoti h, ki mein undino ek struggling daur se guzar rha tha, pehen ne ko toh apne pass bas ej shirt aur ek hi jeans tha pr style ese marte the ji maano nawab se kam nahi😄.

Toh shuruwat mein mera dil tuta tha aur mein apne iss tute dil ko jorne k kiye facebook laga hua tha apne iss dard ka dawa dhundne k liye, kyu ki bhai apni shakal esi h ki larki kya koi bakri bhi ghaas na dale.

Toh isi kashma kash m ki koi mil jaye, hum ek profile k samne aye, kher larki thi pyaari ekdm sweet, hume laga bhai chalo try krte h kya pata pat jaye😄.

Toh humne unko bhje friend request, and maze ki baat ye the ki unhone accept b kr lia, kher baat mere liye khushi ki thi and mene isi khushi mein unko hi likhke bheja, pr kuch der baad thori jaan pehchan k baad unhone mere se ek sawal pucha jise sunke mein hakka bakka reh gya😂.

Vo pucbi mere se ki ye jo DP m photo h vo apki hai na, ya fake h, mein ek min k liye chok gya ,socha yaar 😂 mtlb iske expectations mere liye isse b khrab h.
Kher mene apni hi pic lagai hui thi so mene sach bola.

So hamare bich baate hui, keh skte ho kaafi saari baate hui, itni baaate shyd mene kbhi bhi kisi se ni kia, mene usko be jhinak apni zindagi ka har ek raaz bataya, kyu ek feeling a gyi thi trust vali, ek best friend vali jo har kisi k liye nahi ata.

So kaafi saare baato k baad, ek din usne mere se mera number manga, kyuki unko kuch baat krna tha mene diya pr hum sahi se baate ni kr paye kyuki awaz kafi thi bahar, bt fir humne ek din baat ki sham ko and uski voice mene pehli baar dhyn se suni, mein shabdo m byan nahi kar paunga ki vo awaz kitni meethi thi.

Toh baato hi baato m humne milne ka plan banaya, ab bhai milna h pehli baar us insaan se jis se aap hamesha bas Facebook m hi baat kiye ho, tob pehli mulakat m khali hath jana toh sahi jachta nahi.

Toh milne ka din fix hua but usdin kaafi barish ho rhi thi, hume jaha milna tha mein vaha jake khada ho gya, even mujhe pata tha iss barish ki vaje se vo ni ayegi par fir bhi mein khada tha, kyu? Shayd muje usse zyda iss baat se , iss feeling se pyar tha ki mein kisi k liye itna pagal ho skta hu.

Kher bhig k ghar jane k baad kafi gaaliya pari, thand lag gai vo alag, fir agle din milna tai hua, toh mene apne jeb m dekha kuch paise the so mene ek chocolate le lia , as bhai pehli mulakat thi vo bhi unse jo hamare liye kisi rajkumari se kam nahi thi.

Mene chocolate lia aur unse mila and mene unko vo chocolate gift kia, and vo khush thi and sharma rhi thi. 
Kher jo bhi ho ab 😄 vo jab sharmati hai toh aur bhi pyari lagti hai.

Fir hum ghumne gaye thora and ek jagah jake hum bethe jaha p usne mujhe pkr k mere kandhe p sar rkha.
Vo waqt sach mein kamal ka tha muje pehli baar mehsoos hua ki mein bhi kisi k kiye important ban skta hu.
Sach kahu vo pal jab aj bhi yaad krta hu toh mere akho m ek do boond dastak de hi jati h.

Hmm so vaha se nikal k ham ghar ki aur jane lage, chalte chalte hamare hath takraye aur mene uska hath tham lia.
Pehli baar mera maan hua ki ab mein ye hath kabhi ni chor skta.

Fir vo ghar chali gai and jate jate hum piche murke dekh rhe the ek dusre ko, jese pata ni fir kab mulakat hogi, jese hamara jane ka maan ho par fir bhi jana pr rha h.

Fir agle kuch din baad pata chala vo apna seher chorke ja rhi h.
Maano mujhe kisi ne dil m chura maar dia ho, but fir b usne bharosa dilaya ki kuch nahi badlega humare bich, aur isi liye hum uske jane k ek din pehle mile.

Akhri baar hi sahi pr mile hum, aur kuch ache pal sath bitaye jinhe hum yaad krke smile kr ske.

Vo ja chuki thi aur ab mera maan bhi nahi lag rha tha, mene soch lia tha ki aur ese mein nahi reh skta hu mujhe uske kaabil ban na h, mujhe apne career m agey jana h, aur dekhte hi dekhte mein nikal para ghar se dur.

Kolkata a gya m aur chize kafi. badal gai thi meri zindagi m, aur dekhte hi dekhte hum alag ho gye, pr mein konsa usse dur reh skta tha, aur mene usko call kia aur maafi mangi.

Mere liye vo sab kuch thi, meri best friend meri jeevan sathi, meri zindagi, vo ek esi koi thi meri zindagi mein jisne hamesha khud ki zrurato se zyda meri zrurto ko importance diya. 

Mein pagal tha jo uske iss pyar ko granted le betha, aur mene kaafi uska dil dukhaya usko rulaya tab tak jab tak usne mujhe chor nahi diya.

Ajj pure 8 mahine ho rhe h, inn 8 mahino mein kaafi kuch badal gya, ab uske dil mein koi aur basta h, ab uske priority koi aur ban gya h, par mein? Haa mene apni saari galtiya sudhar li, pr pichle 8 mahino se meri zindagi esi ho rkhi h jese zindagi ke saare rang jal k feeke ho gye, job bhi chor dia h, nahi mein kamzor nahi hu par ab mano zindagi m koi vajah nahi bachi ki kisi k liye agey baru, kisi k liye iss duniya se laru.

Aj vo khush hai kisi aur k sath, aur usko dekh k mein bhi khush hi hu :).

Din gin rha hu, ki kab sham ho aur mein chein ki nind so pau, mene koshish ki hai zindagi ko dubara shuru karne ki par kya kare jab zindagi hi nahi bachi toh kese bhala koi shuru kare. 

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