Astha's Diary

Astha's Diary

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Samiira !

23 years old, Female, Chennai

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Aug 24th, 2014 2:38 PM

Yeh kya ho ra hai! Kis direction me dunia jaa rai hai? Shayad hamesha se jaa rai thi, mujhe hi ab samajh aaya kyuki ab mere upar beeti.. kitne divisions ho gae hain dunia me.. kyun? Kya zarurat thi.. kya waakai Jesus, Mohammed, Buddha, mahavira aur haan Hinduism bhi jisne ijaad ki.. (I don't know woh kon tha).. in logon ne sahi kiya itne saare religions ko laake? Kya kar diya yeh.. seriously..bachpan se... mujhe bohot respect hai, in sab logon k liye..reaally.. aur bohot zaada.. mandir ho, mosque ho ya church ho, ya koi bhi religious cheez, kuran, se leke Geeta, bible, Torah koi bhi book ho ya kuchh aur.. par hamesha mera sar respect me jhuka hai, without any bias.. ab in sabse chidh hone lagi hai.. sach me.. galati unki nahi hai, but ek koi specific insaan nahi hai jiski galati ho. Sabki galati hai.. par shayad achha hota, joh bhi they got enlightened about, usko logo ko batane ki koshish yeh aise na karte.. kyuki kahan samajh paaye hum? Kuchh galat hi samajh gae aur galat hi karne lage.. isse toh achha hota har kisi ko khud explore karne ka mann hota.. sabki baki choices ki tarah yeh bhi shayd alag alag hota but usse koi major damage nahi hota.. at least kisi ke kisi aur ko nicha dikhane ya nafrat karne k liye unite hone ki wajah nahi hoti.. that would've been better. Har kisi ko sahi galat zaada important lagta, religion nahi.. shayad hume ek constitution aur law k duties, regulations aur rights k alawa aur kisi cheez k hisaab se nahi chalna padhta joh sbke liye same hoti.. in logon ne toh circus hi create kar diya itne religions ko laake.. ya inhe bhi nahi pata hoga ki aisa ho jaega baad me... logo ne achha kuchh sikha nahi..bas dusre se nafrat karne k naye reasons dhund liye.. :/ galat hua.. bohot hua :/

Dec 14th, 2013 02:16 AM

mujhe samajh nahi aata ki logo k dimaag me kya hai! agar main sun rahi hun, toh mujhe sunate jao? sun isliye rahi thi ki mujhe kisi se panga nahi lena... bolungi toh sach hi aur kadwa bhi lag jaega..jhuth bolna toh ekdam band hai jabse water dekhi... ya toh sach, ya sidhi baat ki i'm not going to answer.. fir agar koi gyaan de ra hai toh main le rai hun, woh tab samajh aata hai jab maine gyaan maanga hai...at least pehle confirm karna chahiye ki gyaan chahiye bhi tha ya nahi! guess thoda jhuth bolna start karna hi padhega.. at least jahan situation tolerate nahi ki jaa sakti wahan! aur dusri baat agar main apni koi prblem nahi batana chahti hun, kyun bataun! ho sakta hai i can handle it. yeh bhi khayal nahi aata logo k dimaag me! aur agar main dukhi hun par khush rehne ki koshish me hun toh kya zarurat hai yeh kehne ki koi problem hai toh batao... ya main din bhar hasoon toh kabhi kabhi mujhe pareshaan hone ka haq nahi hai.. i hate ppl.. :/

Dec 2nd, 2013 11:13 PM

ki baj gaya baaja aaya aaya bullet raaja!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
achhi lagi film toh mujhe! entertainer! :D especially wo dialogue... "yeh dhaarmik kaamon me ashleelta hume bilkul pasand nahi hai!" :D kaafi logo ko achhi nahi lagi waise. well, apni apni choice!
Aur woh vidyut jambwal toh! seriously kya sahi lagta hai ! ekdam shaandaar! :D :D

achha chal ra hai waise toh sab. achhi chal rai hai life :) kuchh cheezein joh nahi hain unke liye prayer jaari hai... maana sab nahi milta, par chahiye toh hota hai.. :D shayad mil jaaye.. :)

thank god! for everything I have :)
gn...tc

Nov 18th, 2013 11:20 PM

Krrish3 dekh li! aur bohot achhi lagi! bohot logon ne kaha it's very childish...par achha laga joh bhi tha except woh ice cream chaatne wale scene k! like seriously, woh toh ultimate stupidity thi! raam leela bhi dekhi... interestingly, mera opinion aur yahoo pe joh review padha tha, were strikingly similar! :D raam chahe leela wale gaane tak film achhi lagti hai, uske baad faltu ki ghisatti hai! like literally lagta hai ab khatam toh ho! aur woh gaana, no doubt priyanka bohot achhi lagi hai usme, but it doen't really mix with the plot. film me sets, costumes(especially deepika k ghaaghre), dialogues, direction, saare characters ki acting, music sab achha tha. aur dance toh seriously, spectacular tha! par fir bhi mann ko khushi nahi hui! :/ saare aspects ko hum 5/5 de sakte hain. but overall, 3/5 hi de sakte hain!(yahoo pe 3.5 diya hai)

Oct 20th, 2013 02:16 AM

mujhe raam leela dekhni hai! kisi bhi keemat par! :D yaar matlab seriously, woh gaana jabse dekha hai! lahu munh lag gaya wala, main toh bas fan hun deepika ki! jis tareeke se ladki ne act kiya hai us gaane mein! even nagada song, is too good! kya expressions hain deepika ke toh yaar! Phenomenal! and joh dance kiya hai na! gazab ka wala sahi hai...aur woh ishkiyaaun dishkiyaaun wala song bhi mast hai. aur bullet raja bhi dekhni hai... aur mickey virus bhi! aur dhoom 3 bhi aur krishh 3 bhi! :D baap re itni saari movies! kya main dekh paungi ? obviously dekh lungi :P abhi toh hobbit chal rahi hai. iske baad pearl harbour download ho gayi hai woh... iske baad mera pehla pehla pyaar... woh ruslaan aur hazel wali woh dekhni hai fir se! fir the perks of being a wallflower! bohot saari movies hain! actually me :P

Oct 15th, 2013 05:23 AM

Reading wings of fire.. and wow! Mr. Kalaam , like really! Very happy... to have read it. Kuchh doston k raaz khule, achha laga. Achha lagta hai jab Koi dost kuchh share kare, unparalleled! It's a different kinda happiness that one gets with being called a friend who ppl can share things with..

Oct 2nd, 2013 02:47 AM

weekend pe lunchbox gayi thi...apne andar k artist ko jaga sakte ho toh hi jana...movie dekhne..warna u will be pissed off becoz it cudnt be felt by u....jahan mujhe achhi lagi, most of the ppl were like, isse toh do ghanta so lete! :D very uneventful, things dont keep happening and they still do, if u can feel it...atist ka jaagna zaruri hai, nahi toh u cant enjoy this "unexpectedly from dharma productions" soul-filling movie!

Sep 08th, 2013 02:09 AM

And yesss went to shudh desi romance today :/ boring...starting me thik lag raa tha but fir :/ ek jaisi ho gayi film :/ aur desi romance yeh hotaa hai? Naah i dont know is film ko 3 and half stars kyun mile! Highest possible ranking 2and half woh bhi joh chhoti moti comedy create hui uske liye shoot acha kiya hai but thodi cheap movie hai not really nice. ..watch if that is the only option!

Good night !

Sep 08th, 2013 02:03 AM

Arey yaar! Bhagwaan yeh kya :( maana ki maine kaha hai aapse kai baar that I can par pata nahi ab ho nahi ra. ..not that I am ready to sacrifice anything else for this par fir bhi nahi ho ra :( can I have this as well? :(I know sab kuchh nahi mil sakta :( please? Samajh hi nahi aa ra kuchh ab toh. ..aajkal bura lagta hai toh bhi achha lagta hai pata nahi kya ho gaya hai achha bura sab lag ra hai ek sath :(

Aug 08th, 2013 00:15 AM

Yes! It's been a long time! I don't really have a lot to brief you on, either! to say i've been through a lot wudnt be wrong! but been through sure means i am through now :) Accha toh waise likhna yahan yeh tha ki OMG! ek saturation sa aa gaya hai! jin kaamon me pehle maza aata tha, unko har tarah se, alag-alag tarah se karke dekh lia with the same result! There's nothing left in those bloody stupid things :/ chidh bhi aati hai, disgust bhi hai aur hai thoda sa surprise ki yahi toh thi woh cheezen joh kitna bada support thi! support as in, escape, they were an escape. I AM SATURATED. Ab kuchh naya karna padhega. Still need to explore myself. Har baar yeh misunderstanding pata nahi kaise ho jaati hai ki I'm done exploring myself, kaafi hai. But then, har baar yeh realization a little while later ki I was gravely wrong! Ya fir kya pata us point of time ke liye, it was actually enuf. All I cudve done. All i cudve found out, explored, understood, absorbed, related with and implemented! :) ANyway, ek aur din khatm hota hai...
good night! 3

Jun 24th, 2013 01:49 AM

dekho kitna time ho gaya.. diary khole :/ itna time rehta hai, par dont know where it flies... :/ abhi bhi time nahi hai... kapde dhone hain :/ fir din me nahi dhul paenge kal bhi like everyday.. :/i wish clothes never got dirty... :/
really hating :/
gunnite :|

Jun 09th, 2013 7:42 PM

m back to chennai after a week in jabalpur, saara time relatives me hi nikal gaya... nikita usi din aayi jis din mujhe nikalna tha... :( :( ab kya... skype zindabad.. :) bas ek din jake i had pani puri! aur friends se mil liya! itne din baad :) :) :) :) aur mummy ke haath ka khaana! :) :) aur mera bed! itna sukoon! seriously, home is heaven :) :) ab next pata nahi kab :| dekhte hain... i wish very soon... :)

May 20th, 2013 00:15 AM

And I hope that you will understand some day how much I didn't want to go.. And that I simply couldn't stay either.. That going away was not simply going away, it was like killing myself, so that a new "me" (that is not exactly me even) could be born. That I have no other option right now, than to go away. That my staying would only result in increasing our helplessness...Someday u would understand that I love you, more than I have loved anyone in this world.. and how grateful I am for all the moments u have lent me with..

May 16th, 2013 10:28 PM

aur waise toh main itni achhi hun ki sabko achhi lag hi jati hun...par agar koi mujhe achha lag gaya na(joh ki bohot hi kam hota hai), toh aisa ho hi nahi sakta ki main usko achhi lag jaun! :/ :/
aur bhi bohot kuch krishnakumar se leke vijaya tak sab ke sath gadbad hui :(
:/ :/
bohot hui bakwaas! :/
bye... hume toh uthna hai kal 6.00 baje..tumhara kya hai :/ :P
goodnight! tadaaaa!

May 08th, 2013 11:58 PM

arey yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :((((((((((((((((((((((((

15 din aur training ke!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fir khatam!!!!!!!!!!! :))))))))))))))))))
and along with all this...
a few setbacks, a few heartbreaks and a few great friends and supports :) ultimately... sab thik hai... :)

May 2nd, 2013 01:47 AM

aaj saari gifts papa ko di... feels good :) achha din tha... love u papa.. :) kaash mom bhi chennai aayin hoti :( miss her tooo muchh.. :(

Apr 16th, 2013 01:56 AM

nayi mess waali auntie was shouting at us in tamil and we were shouting back in hindi :P aur pura arguement aise hi nikla :P hey bhagwaan! mazza aa gaya par! Saptha kehti hai, "woh tamil me bol rahi hain, tum hindi me sun rai ho!"
par haan pura arguement fir bhi smbhal liya humne :P aise hi! everybody is getting sick here.. weather :( the worst part of chennai :( mera bhi one n a half month me do baar throat infection
:| missing mom too much :( wanna hug her :(

goodnight :|

Apr 14th, 2013 12:15 AM

sab thik hai... itna gadbad hai ki ab sab thik hi lagta hai!

Apr 1st, 2013 02:02 AM

salary bhi mil gayi thi friday ko hi...aur beach bhi gaye the kal marina beach kal poems upload karni hain aaj time nahi mila :(

Mar 27th, 2013 00:34 AM

:D aaj toh maza hi aa gaya! jabalpuriya mein BOHOT TEZZZZ tha aaj ka din! integrated session bhi acha tha! diagnostics bhi sambhalte aa rae hain sab! bappa ne bacha hi liya! thank u ganpati bappa! i hope aise hi nikle saara time.. at least.. itna loaded rehte hain baki sab problems se, office ki taraf se sab thik rahe warna fir kya faeda :| flat bhi shift karna hai. shopping bhi karni hai. agla weekend bhi nipat gaya samjho :( it's been a month and the only view i've had of the beaches is from the taxis :( aur yahan ki garmi shit...bohot garmi hai...aur haan ek month ho gaya matlab ab salary milegi...my first salary!!!!!!!! i m waiting so much!!!!!
bye n smiles... :)

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