Bored Engineer's Diary

Bored Engineer's Diary

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my history, my dreams,my future ...and the present, I want to put them in words and save them in my diary.

27 years old, Female, Ireland

Diary Entries (15)

Jun 21th, 2017 3:31 PM

Today I updated my Diary, modified many details, in particular changed age from 23 to 27. Writerbabu has a bug, it does not auto update age based on datetime stamp. Anyway doesn't matter... age is just a number :D

I realised my last entry is of 2013. My inconsistency is stupendous.The last time I wrote in my diary, I was in College pursuing undergraduate course and single, now again i am in college but doing postgraduate course and married.

Like always, I have decided that from now on I will be consistent and more stable in writing, as you can see I have grown up in age, four years changed a lot of things. So, see you seen dear D.

Aug 20th, 2013 2:39 PM

m not an atheist but not even a firm mind keeps fighting to choose up between the existence of the supernatural or the pure science, at the same time i'm not able to believe both....but when science stops working???

i'm experiencing instances that is driving me towards belief over god...but yet i don't believe performing rituals..i guess i need help

Aug 15th, 2013 2:14 PM

i was born in free India, so i don't have much realizations about the significance of the independence of our country from foreign hands.....when i was in school it was special with all sorts of cultural activities...completely fun :) :) the art and craft exhibitions, painting and science exhibitions, the school parade, the group songs, dance, dramas n all....childhood was better, as i grew older, my concepts are changed...i feel so bad that the independence that our country got after so much struggle is such a way misused by dirty politicians to fill their own pockets with the nation's treasury...

India is great of course but only in its cultural diversity, geographical and physical assets, traditions and mythology and sports teams.

otherwise women and girls in this country are not yet completely independent..

wishing for the day India will get independence from corruption, economic disparity, regionalism, racisim and dirty politicians and social stigmas.

that day this gen n ahead will not consider independence day as just another holiday.

Jul 30th, 2013 12:34 AM

i guess, i am having the best time of my life...close to family in Delhi :)

Jul 16th, 2013 10:24 AM

'thoughts can change but never the feelings that comes from inside',

it just happened today morning, that a page came out from my notebook, where i had scribbled thoughts coming at that time i was studying with that notebook and it was written long back...i felt this line quite nice and to my surprise it was written by me in that page..

so i think one should never force or expect anyone to change the way they feel, all one can do is try to cultivate good thoughts.

Jul 3rd, 2013 09:09 AM

every night i dream of a fight, many times action fight with hooligans, other times cat fight with any of the random girls i know, defensive fight with wild animals, brawls with my old friends and these days it has reached limits, i saw fighting for life with a zombie and today morning it was fighting with water waves in tsunami, i was almost dead :(....earlier after waking up i used to be happy that it was a dream but now i feel worried, why do i see such dreams??? in my real life i had no fighter spirits, never i even had a fight....i am always calm and it some kind of sign??

Apr 28th, 2013 11:22 PM

its just two months and my college life is about to get over...i'l miss it definitely...i have started on a fiction novel inspired by my college life...that will be the best way to keep memories afresh and the best storage for the wonderful as well as the bad memories i had here.

Mar 26th, 2013 11:34 PM

happy holi dear friends and every1....

m very excited about coming morning...after many long years..m hvng the same excitement as i used to have when i was kid...just in childhood it used to be fun with family n now with friends...i just want to enjoy this holi to its fullest as its goin 2 b last holi of my clg life....

Mar 2nd, 2013 11:04 PM

i guess m having 'psychologically' the worst time of my life.

its stressful, depressing and gloomy.

Jan 28th, 2013 5:47 PM

when i read my owm diary's past feels what stupid thoughts keep coming in my mind, like the last entry was crap.

m having great time here with pj and nidhi having telgu shop's idly and pani puri everyday :)

yesterday we went to shopping..any girl's favorite time pass..and i LOVE TO SHOP :) so it was good usual i crossed my shoppng budget.. :( but can't help it, really.

Jan 23th, 2013 12:38 AM

feeling so ALONE...its not the first time that m feeling alone but this loneliness is filled with frustration, this holiday could have been the best one but actually it turned out to be the worst one just because my exams got postponed and i wasn't able to go home and missed a great trip and a wedding.. just left alone here in bangalore..even friends are leaving now.

its all gloomy gloomy days..with nothing good coming up...just crying on and on and getting headaches worsening my situation..
:( :( :(

Jan 17th, 2013 3:00 PM

yesterday i got a mail from mu-sigma that i am not eligible because m still in a cool off period that is its only five months since i last has to be six to be eligible...this was embarrassing not because i was reading aloud my mail publicly but in my last diary entry i confessed that i wanted it desperately...this was sad again..1st attempt was rejection, 2nd not eligible..i really don't hope for a 3rd.

m enjoying my holidays in the best sleep till 2 in afternoon, do nothing interesting, watch gossip girls n eat...that is all.

well..its likely that my sem results will be out in few days..

Jan 16th, 2013 00:59 AM

there is peace in my more heated exchanges..n a formal frnds knd of hopefully it wl bcum alrite..time heals all pain...neway after a very long gap aftr my xams..i finally touched buk 2dy to prepare for placement test..AGAIN

when last time i got rejected in its PI, i have decided i'l go for one more chance n tht time i'l get thru..the time has cum..the test is on 18th..

whether i pass or fail..i'l honestly infrm my diary :)

Jan 13th, 2013 5:13 PM

it was a very sordid time...i have seen many of my friends splitting up and this was the best friends..we three room mates are the best friends or i guess we were :( some crap situations happened and it seems that the sweetest was not the nicest and the finest was not the sweetest so this resulted in an embroiling situation.

m also hurt :( but who cares about a hurt when others are injured.
i had always been a silent spectator..keeping myself away from wars and keeping a middle face. but this time i need to do something..if i take anyone's side..i won't ever be able to forgive myself for making the other one eventually have to face the awkward silence in my room...i guess this time..i have to do something..i can't let my best friends split up..i cannot be a silent spectator anymore

Jan 12th, 2013 00:28 AM

i am already having a personal diary...this is my first open diary and its my first diary usual my mind has become blank as what to write..i'l keep my first entry simple, no fake promises that i will write everyday n i definitely can't b honest as its a public one :p well today i started on with my internship at wb...this time as there is no exam pressure...i hope i'l do my job in the best possible way...

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