People promise to stay forever until they find someone better.
20 years old, Male, Zameen Par Hu
Silent, Not guilty, Silent, Amusing, Freaked out, Brave, shushed with regrets, scared, loved, scared even more, Sleep.
New people, new introduction.
Fear and delay.
Thanks for everything.
I almost forgot.
A man full of love can also be a man full of hatred.
What do you call such a man?
I'm a coward and by the time I am brave, it's already going to be too late.
I am gaining control of myself slowly but I know I'm gonna break pathetically.
What do I even say?
Blank and Blind.
When will you realise buddy?
When will you realise?
I asked a question in my previous entry that "If I don't have my peace, what do I have?"
I have nothing until I find something that interests me even more.
I think I'll die as an unsuccessful nerd.
See, I come here a lot nowadays.
So are you happy knowing that, dear diary?
Of course, I believe.
If I don't have my peace, what do I have?
World is like a quiet place to those who hears too much.
What's one of the most terrible things a girl can experience? Let me tell you one of thing from the whole bundle of it, stalking. Your follow steps, how much you stalk her online, the way you match your schedule and timing with her and what if she notices it? It's creepy, of course and probably it's not just creepy it's even more than that. It's the insecurity, the feeling of fear and all those utmost immoral interruptions that goes on inside the head of a girl.
As a matter of fact, we guys doesn't seem to realise it. I want to say sorry to the people whom I have made feel insecure or whatever I wrote there above.
If music didn't exist, people would have died.
It's that day when I was going to tell you many things right? Well that day has just begun and I don't know if I'll write whatever I wanted to..
I'll just try to sleep.
|| V I B E S ||
Awfully vulnerable to negativity.
Not many people are good at it. I might, as well, include myself but if I think or decide that I've gotta do it and I have invested my energy and time on it then I do it. (So now my mind is taking it in an academic sense and no, studies is an exception)
Hmm, let's see, well I don't wanna write it.
It will be an ugly confrontation.
I'll be telling you about many things this coming Thursday or Friday.
Today was a good day. I feel like my exam went well but I'm being more focussed on getting out of this city and doing something productive instead of just staying at home all day and increasing my fat, literally. Apart from that Angelina has started a new life. New people, new life, new city, new challenges await her which by the way even I desperately crave for which is why it's nice to hear the things about her settling days and stuffs that are happening.
The upcoming Thursday or Friday, I'll be back diary and I'll be more detailed.
Tomorrow changes things.
I guess, sometimes it's a method of self destruction. We become slave by choice and disguise it in the name of being overpowered.
Naturally, it's better to be defeated by someone else rather than being defeated by your own self.
Own a diary. Keep note of what is going on in your life. It would be amazing to look at it few years down the line. Or, you can have a diary of your imagination. A life you want to live. Note down what your character will be doing each day. Live a different life. You can keep it personal. Create one now. You'll love this concept. Login to create new.