never make fun of any line...it may be the pain hidden inside the heart of writer...
19 years old, Male, Bengaluru, Karnataka
what the fuck
i dont want you to come bangalore
chennai me hi training kr na yr.
itna bada desh hai kahi aur ja
i know i am rude but i have some plans which will get spoiled if you come
dayavittu nann city bardeda
innu city alli training madi
i am a very emotional guy, i never show emotions but it doesn't mean that i like to play with feelings.
i hardly get close to someone, but when i do i pour my soul out for em.
people emotionally attached to me mean a lot to me. i flirt but it doesn't mean i wanna make out.
when i first met u, i was kinda attracted to you, but i definitely didn't want this stage.
its just 3rd day that we know each other, and see what are we doing.
it may be ok for you but not ok for me, i will get emotionally unbalanced. i can handle anything very easily but not emotions.
i am in a long distance relationship which i don't want to be ruined.
sex is not a plug and play game for me. don't take advantage of my stress.
i don't want to end up getting emotionally attached to you.
don't play please, i am a very weak hearted guy.
tamil nadu dalli yen nadita ide :|
har chiz me naya drama
waha ki cm serious hai to networks suspend kr die poore state ka. ye kya logic hua be. kisi ka accident ho jaaye to call bhi ni kr skta ghr me. poore jagah police, kisi ko bahar jaane nahi de rahe. aur sala jo dusre state ka waha phasa hua hai wo bhi wapas nahi aa pa raha. y to create nuisance for every single issue.
thoda develope ho jao. baju me karnataka hai thoda dimag le lo. :P
abhi kuch din pehle cyclone aaya tha north tn me, phr se sab ujad gya?
Karnataka government is so smart, they suspended bus services to tn.
last time jala die the ye log hamari pyaari pyaari KSRTC buses ko. jao ham bus bhejenge hi nahi kuch time tak :D
waha natak hota rhta kyuki karma is a bitch. kuch mahino pehle hamse panga lie the na. ab bhugto :P
Karnataka indha jhagda madbeda :8
it's been 5 years 1 month 6 days since she is not my life.
zindagi bahut aage badh chuki hai. magar yaad to aaj bhi wo aati hai. uske naam k aansu aaj bhi aankhon se baha krte hai.
aisa bahut baar hua hai kismat hame ek dusre k samne laake khada kr deti hai.
abhi tak ki meri zindagi ka sabse haseen pal tha jab wo meri hua krti thi.
kash waqt ko dubara palat skta mai.
today at 10 pm in chennai something happened with one of my female friend which increased my hatred towards tamil nadu.
she and her boyfriend were walking and two tamilians suddenly came and started hitting them. -_- her boyfriend is strong so he rescued her and himself.
i dont know what they wanted to do. she is scared as hell.
i have heard many stories like this and even more than this about chennai.
this is the reason i dont like any other city other than bangalore.
yaha raat me kitte bhi bhar girls bahar ghum le majal hai jo koi haath laga de.
take care girls. india is bull shit country
come settle in bangalore, people here will treat you as your daughter/sister
logo se pyaar karo ya naffrat
ek din to mar hi jana hai
kaam acha karo ya bura
ek din to mar hi jana hai
paise kamao ya nahi
ek din to mar hi jana hai
zindagi me kuch haasil karo ya nahi
ek din to mar hi jana hai
life se kuch expect karo ya nahi
ek din to mar hi jana hai
life aachi banao ya nahi
ek din to mar hi jana hai
Oh yes i am awake again
Again in between the night
My eyes won’t shut
And are open out wide
This hour of the day
Feelings won’t hide
Oh yes i am awake again
Again in the sleep
No more dreams for me
nightmares- it seems
This hour of the night
There is no pride.Oh yes i am awake again
Again in this spots of street lights
Like a shadow following
The blurred lines
In This hour of today
May my light be my guide.
Will you keep the music playing?
I dont wanna loose you.
Will you just shut up and ;
Hear to what i am saying?
So can we keep this moment
And seal it within our hearts.
Things have never been the same before
Nor will they be the same again
But today you make me feel alive
I have learned to love again
Erase my hate, i was so consumed in
So baby will you stay like this forever
And promise me to smile
When you see my name again
And remember time we laughed
Hugged and kissed
To every breath we took together
And to every heartbeat we missed
We can skip all details
But the smile on your face
Will never be erased nor will it fade
With every passing day
I will love you more and more each day.
So baby will you still love me when
When i am gone, gone in the wind
Erased my scent, my trails
Will you still search for me
Like you did just before today.
So baby when you find me
that someday, i will uphold my promise
I will be there, there for you
Care for you and you dont
Dont wanna have to cry anymore
And i will , i promise i will watch you
Watch you from the shadows
I promise i will pick you up
When you stumble and fall
And push you further up
Up to the skies, where i believe
Heaven exists , cause baby
You are an angel
Is when you aren't feeling well.
Still waiting for the person,
Hoping they would ring the door bell.
Is when you find something so perfect,
And somewhere you found ;
Never was worth it.
Is when you are waiting for a text,
While you are being ignored
Even if it was your best.
Is when you cry yourself to sleep,
The next morning
And you cut yourself so deep.
Is when your day starts alright
Struggling through the day
it turns to a wreck by midnight.
Is when you think of someone all day,
And realising that, they pushed you away.
Is when you are soaking your blood in wine.
Hoping that one day it would all turn out fine.
Is when you think it's a perfect life,
And the very next moment you search for knife.
Is when you love someone,
Even when not in sight.
When they left you in the dark
On the street by the lamplight.
it was a great time being an android user. since year 2012 i was using android. i have used eclairs, ginger bread, jellybean, kitkat, lolipop, masrshmallow. in between i used windows phone for a while, that was a shit time it cant be called an operating system. i have seen android since its childhood :p from android E to android M, many many development had been done in the os.
but now :D i have entered the whole new world. now i am ios user. i am using iphone. ios is damn sexy. not a single lag, damn sexy interface, very very fast.
but i has some restrictions, in this case i like android. android is very easy to use, it has no restrictions. but i have all time access to my laptop so its not very difficult transferring data to my phone oh sorry *iphone :p
i have started using ios in 2016 so i am using ios 9 i dont know how were the earlier versions.
now after using ios i am damn sure i am never gonna buy an android phone
and i am soon gonna throw my windows laptop away and buy a macbook.
My world lies
Between the spark
In her eyes
She said ," dont be afraid of the dark"
Cured my life of the love and bliss
But never crossed my mind
She would do this,
Cursed my love for lust
And seek between her legs.!!
What was she thinking
That she would lay eggs!
Well thats just a metaphorical irony
Bitch ," you are not horny !"
Pass me one when you lay eggs
To make sure that it doesnt hatch
I will play the game of catch catch
Or rather play a match
Or hit it with a bat
Or make an omlet and feed it to a cat
I bet you will ever elope,
Well thats the best part dont lose hope
Or rather go fuck an antilope
Now that I dont give a fuck
You are overrated, you suck !
Chose the profession of a whore
You are waste of time , a bore.
This comes from the bottom of my heart
Or rather the core!
Inform me when you fucked four
I would come up and give the score.
They say virginity is purity
Well some people define it as
Lack of oppurtunity
Well human imagination is one of a kind
Sitting here and imaging how you would fuck
Owh , thats great , sperm all over your face
You brought your parents grace.
Now if you blame me for doing this
Yes I did this, and I m not guilty
This is what you have been blaming me for
Now do anything ,
(not dedicated to any one)
4 saal 9 mahine 6 din ho gae
mujhe phir bhi teri yaad aa hi jati hai
aankhon me tere naam ke aansu aa hi jate hai
sabse ghatiya mausam. poore time pachar pichir.
jab kuch kaam hota hai ye saali barish ho jati hai. ab bacche bolenge barish to bht aachi hti hai abe jab pocket me 2 phone aur purse hoga tab smjh aaega. ghar me baithe rhne se barish aachi hi lagti hai. jab bahar jao aur achanak se barsish ho to smjh aaaega.
mai bahar niklta hu aadha raste me barish ho jati hai jab wapas ghr phchta hu to band ho jati hai. rand ki aulad.
gali to bht dene wala tha pr kisi ne mood shant kr dia.
i love my homies but duur se. jab hostel me hota hu tab thik hai. ye sath me rhna bada dard hai. poore time kich kich, har chiz me tokna sikhana. aaj bhi gadi chalana sikhate hai man i am driving since 5 years. laptop use kro usme me dard abe java programer hu slate aur chalk leke thodi baithunga. i dont know why old people dosent accept our generation. why they want us to be like 1960's.
its not that i dont like them, i love them alot, i can even risk my lif for them. its just that i like to be on my own. mujhe kisi ki advice ya gyan ki zarurat nahi hai.
now a days my friends have learnt new shit. they say i am inhuman. : why?
because my thinking is not like other teenagers.
becuase i dont like trips with friends.
because i spend free time with my laptop instead of friends.
because i dont play computer games.
because i dont like adventures.
because i dont watch movies much.
because i always be in formals.
because i dont like parties.
becuase i dont stare random girls (north activity)
because i dont drink. (i am smoker :P)
so what man.. its my way of living. i dont like these activities. i am not bored i have my own ways to enjoy. what i beileve is i am not inhuman i am in that 22% of engineers who are employable. i dont want to be in those who do shitty things in college life and after placement says "why with me" :P my heart is a house full of dreams.
i will do things which my non-inhuman friends do pr apne paise se. mai bhi badi se diesel car me ghumunga pr apni car me baap ki ni. mai bhi paise udaunga pr apne kamae hue baap ke ni. mai bhi udunga pr apni position pe baap ki ni.
i may sound weird and rude but i its the way i am.
waiting for holidays to end
chattisgarh me ghar kyu hai mera... sab aand hai yaha. nothing is perfect here.. sala admi ko kaam hai aur net dhang se ni chalta. online payment me jitni der me page khulta hai utni der pe otp expire ho jata hai. ek bhi mobile operator aache se service nahi deta. barish hoti hai to road gayab ho jati hai. #### jaisi to road banate hai. raipur rajdhani hai cg ki aur yei aisi city hai. holidays nikalna mushkil ho jata hai yaha.
MISSING MY COLLEGE
i have learnt how to read and write kannada... now i am learning tamil..right now i am learning to read and write tamil script...
kannada was bit easy for me since i am in karnataka so i have a kannada environment. but tamil is also easy i can learn it.
some will think i am crazy. but i want to learn.. i have interest.
and also these two languages gonna help me in future coz i ll live in south only..
i am missing my first love :(
n0thing new in that :p
i was listening to all those songs of time of my 8th and 9th class. i was so into 2010-2011, then all of a sudden i realized i am in 2016.
whenever i miss those moments i cry and smile at the same time. when she used to come to a tution near my tution in class 8th, timing was so perfect that my tution used to used to end 15 mins before that of her, i didn't know about this tution thing. one day i suddenly saw her and she gave a smile, she gave me an heart attack.
daily i went to see her, she knew that i loved her, every day i thought to talk with her but i was unable to, every day we just gave looks and year ended. then came the fianl exams of 8th class, it was the first time that we both were in same hall, i was in first seat and her siting arrangement was so that she was visible to me easily. in every exam when i saw her she gave smile. one exam was after holi, she looked damn cute after holi, when i saw her i said to myself "beta ye exam to gaya" and i really ruined that exam.
8th standard was really best part of my life till now. full of smiles, looks, her cute laughs, i miss her aloooooooooooot man.
after that she left school, even city, her last day in school wss the first day when we talked. we exchanged our numbers. she texted me after 2 days. i proposed her and she accepted me. our relationship lasted from 14th april 2011 to 8th october 2011. reason of breakup was our parents.
after that 2 years she didn't talk and now we are friends.
i am in bangalore she is in chennai, but we hardly talk. i don't know why every time she is in city which is beside my city. first raipur-bhilai now bangalore-channai.
i cant talk to anybody about her coz no one will understand.
kitni asani se tu keh deti hai ki mai tujhse pyaar nahi krta
kitni asani se tu keh deti hai ki its not gonna work out
kitni asani se tu mujhe un baton k lie chilla deti hai jo tu khud hazar baar kr chuki hoti hai pr mai kabhi nahi bola
kitni asani se tu mujhe dusro ladko se compare kr deti hai
tu kya jaane kitna rulati hai tu
tu kya jaane kitni baar teri wajah se rote rote soya hu
tu kya jaane din me hazar baar dil tod deti hai tu
mai tujhe kabhi kuch nahi bola kyuki tujhse pyaar krta hu
kabhi meri jagah le ke dekh, seh nahi paegi
itna mat rula
kabhi pyar se bhi baat kr lia kr
jis din apne baare me sochne laga us din emotions nahi bachenge
dil mat todna, ek bar toot chuka hai, agar ab toota to
kahi door chale jaunga, tu mujhe pukarti rhegi magar wapas nahi aaunga mai
#its not frustation.
#its not to hurt some couple.
#its just for fun.
jis din ladke ko kisi ladki se pyar hua us din se uski lagni shuru ho jati hai. according to girls, i love you bol do to ham despo hai, nai bolo to ham phattu hai. baat kro to ham flirt mar rahe, baat nahi kr rahe to we have lost interest. at the end ladki accept krti hai. us din se boss apke operator ke aadha server traffic ko apko hi bharna padhta hai. asli drama start hota hai ab.
har din subah uth k good morning bolo nahi bole to "baby ab aap mere se pyaar nahi krte"
raat ko 2 baje miss call marengi, agar call back nahi kie to drama agar kie to dunia ki panchayat krengi. raat ko 2 baje mai kya kru jaan ke ki uske baju wali roomate k frnd ko fever ho gya.
poore time call pe dunia ki baaten krni hoti hai, isne aisa kia usne aisa kia uska wo mar gya baju wale ne aachar khaya pr mujhe ni dia, wo samne wali ladki new phn li aur batai ni, aaj usne mere jaisi dress phni, usne mujhe charger ni dia, aaj meri roomate apne bf se baat ni ki.
khud k 10 male frnz ho chalega, ham agar ek female frnd bana lie to "you have lost interest in me". khud 10 ladko k sath sara din ghumengi, ham ek ladki k sath baju wali shop chale age to "tumhe to bas dusro k sath rhna h go have sex with her"
agar unke male frnz k bare me zara sa b kuch bol do "u dont trust me anymore, ni pasand to bolde". wo chahe kch bhi bol le hamari frnz k bare me. agar galti se b hamara phn bzy aagya to "kisse baat krre the? double date krre ho? u r cheating on me?"
khud dinbhar bahar ghume baat na kre to koi dikkat nai, ham 10 min k lie bahar gae aur text ni kia to "bas ghumo tum to mere lie to time ni hai tumhare pas"
inki to baaten bhi ek se ek hoti hai. "baby mere papa to airtel chalate hai wo aaacha hai ap kyu vodafone lie, baby aap itna bada laptop kyu lie chota lena tha na, baby aap eminem k songs kyu sunte ho, baby aap aaj kal romantic songs ni sunte apka interest mere se khatam ho gya lgta hai, baby appne kal ghr k bahar wali stairs pe baith k padhai ki appne bataya kyu ni"
inka jab mann chahe sex ki baten kr skti hai, ham agar kare to "you are too cheap hr waq aacha ni lagta" aur nai kre to "u dont love me anymore"... yr bata dia kro kb konsi baat krni hai. kab konsi baat pe jhagda krri hoti hai ye to inhe khud ni pta hta.
inko kuch batao to "tumhe bas sympathy chahie".. aur inko agar chiti bi kaat de aur react na kro to "now you dont care for me"
inki kisi baat pe logic ni hta agar bol do ki baby logic se to socho to "ha mjhe pata hai mere pas dimag nahi hai, mai to gadhi hu, sirf tum intteligent"
.......this was not to hurt any girl, it was just for fun. we boys are also of no use..we think every time about sex, we love to stare at boobs. we talk to girls just for sex. our mind is never clean.
problem hai hi opposite sex.. agar sex ni hta to na hum ladkio se baat krte na ladkia hum se.. agar sex ni hta to dunia me songs bante hi nai sirf trance and edm hote.
it's been 9 months since i am in southern state of India, Karnataka.
since the day i entered south my life is different from what it was in north. i have positiveness all around, there is something special in the air of Karnataka.
people here talk about logical things, unlike northies. there are many northies here (all are shit). i don"t like to be around them. i hate north India and northies from core of my heart. you know why south India is developed? because people here have brain , they are literate.. if these five state, andhra, telangana, karnataka tamil nadu, Kerala were not there then india would have been just a toilet seat.
i have many south indian friends, i use to bully northies with them.
i have thousands of friends in my college..but i want a best friend who is just like me. why can't i have a best friend as shown in movies. i really need some one close to me. i need a best friend who will be only my best friend. who will never go some where without me, who will call me for everything, how will be with me everytime. i never had a best friend. i am badly in need of a best friend.
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