I am not a person, I am not my name, I just an expression of my thoughts ... learning and observing.
Its time to enter dreams now. I mean sleep. Wrote a post today. It feels soooo good. Its addictive. Yesterday too I wrote one. Now I understand why people just keep on writing post on post whithout taking polls on what others have written.
Ok enough of writing. Sleep now!
Life is going great ... relatives in the house ... had fun last night ... chatting with everyone till late night ...
I avoided a big clash today. I kept quiet. She mailed on a common thread that she just had her Rooka ceremony, she is engaged. I didn't replied. Wanted to congratulate her and give her my best wishes but I kept quiet.
I have changed a lot over the years. I used to be mad in her love five years back but five years of fights have changed me. I never want to fight. I never fought with anyone except her. I had never been stupid, never said stupid things to anyone except her. I never loved anyone that much.
But it seems the feelings are going. I am calm and doing my work. I feel good for not having disrupted this peace. I was curious about who is this lucky guy but I didn't called up any common friend to find out.
One of my friends even called me and congratulated me that all my troubles are gone now. Maybe he is right. I can live my life peacefully. I can move on now. All through these years we fought, she left and then she came back again only to make me fall in love with her again. Maybe our last fight was the last we will ever have.
We are growing old, she being older than me, she had to get married sooner. But I wish her all the best for her life ahead from bottom from my heart. May god bless you. You just missed the most awesome guy in this world. Good luck :)
When you start doing something big, you will face criticism. That is inevitable. And the praise depends on how you do it. There will always be someone who will support you. AT the minimum, your mom.
People always have an eye for how you will get benefited by your act and how much you will gain, it is their work. Let them do their work. Keep calm and continue ...
First I choose a diary cover with white background, it was not looking good with a grey border in the home page news feed so changed it to a more colorful one. :D
Here goes the first diary entry in my open diary. I write a diary daily in my personal one, for introspection and assessment of my goals and the path am walking on to achieve them. Life and death amuse me, so do the concept of relationships and our attachment to various "things".
So with this short intro I start my open diary. Hope I will keep on sharing my self proclaimed profound learning everyday. Hope so.
Own a diary. Keep note of what is going on in your life. It would be amazing to look at it few years down the line. Or, you can have a diary of your imagination. A life you want to live. Note down what your character will be doing each day. Live a different life. You can keep it personal. Create one now. You'll love this concept. Login to create new.