I know many I share this book with, have never knew what it was like to be a child in America. I was born in the 1950's. Granted it is a totally different world than yours. For me I just wanted to share, maybe things you have never seen or felt.
For me its hard to start. Writing a book, this will be my first. I would never have thought. My life to me is what I know. As we all wonder, has our life been something others would see and think yes maybe I can learn and see what is in this person's heart.
Where do I start. I was an abandoned child by the father I needed so bad. I needed him to teach me the way of life, but he choose a different path, he wanted other women more than me.
My mother did the best she could, yes I loved her as much as I could. My mother loved, never did she find fault with my what I was , she found no fault in me no matter what I did.
I started doing drugs at the age of 13. I put needles in my arms, into my veins. It was the greatest feeling I had ever known.
Some twenty years went by, doing everything I could do, to make, and forget what I never knew, what life should be, could be.
I raised two beautiful women, that my wife bore. Yes this Lady has shared a big part of life as you will read.
We do things, we become things, each one of us. We become what we are sometimes not what we wanted. But if you think, maybe its how we made our selves, and what we made our lives as they are today.
I know I made many mistakes, just what I think life is made of. What matters is what we do from what we have made. I know people we choose hurt some, and they made us as we are. We ,as God has said we have to forgive, maybe not forget, but yes forgive.
It matters not where you live, or how you were taught. I think the only thing that will be thought of is what we taught our children, and what they do, these things will reflect on you.
Please never think what you are is a wrong thing. Nobody gave a book that said what we should be. We try, we do, what is made is what life is, and will become.
If by chance you read what I write, please remember my words. Once you choose your path of life, you will never be able to return or change the decisions you have made. Make sure you understand how, and what you do will effect the rest of your life.
