Everything is falling one by one,
And I have to stand here,
Watching everything and hoping for better
No matter what happens I need to stay calm
Well,I CAN'T,
Don't want to be absurd but am I?
Storm around me,noises,voices,people hissing
Should not listen to them
But it's something I can't stop
Can't do that or don't want to?
Trying to make everything better
From outside and inside
Everything crashing and I am here
Taking decisions
Getting the same output again and again
And for what?
Something I wished back Then,day and night,something I dreamed about
Even I don't want it now
But again
I don't want to become some laugh,The idiot one
I need to ACT,
But what? what should I do?
I have no idea completely clueless,
And then this other thing
LOVE
Which I can't fix
Just watch her again and again and cry
Moaning precisely,
Is anybody out there with whom I can share everything?
If there is,where to find it?
I can't take it any more
But I don't have any other choice
Not able to form words,salad of thoughts
Ruthless world,and I am part of it.
Don't know what to do
But need to press the button,need to cut the wire
Which button? which color red or green?
Help me out,
Take me out from here
Please I am begging,Place me somewhere else
I want new start
Even call me psycho and MAYBE I AM.

Tags: Inner self

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