I shall leave all this behind,
I shall conquer my mind,
but what I can do,
as I am addicted to u!
I know my weakness I know my strength,
then also I lay myself in your hands,
what is it that I am so helpless,
I had lost myself,
just to get someone ,
and now I don't know that what I had done,
what happened is all I ask from my self,
How I myself dumped my life into a hell.
I had cried a lot,
that my tears are soaked now,
still there is water in my eyes,
how to find a way to go...
I need to be happy ,
And to enjoy,
but I cant do anything much,
as I m addicted to it very much,
Sunshine ran out of my sight and ,
darkness is all what I found beside,
i am running I think so ,
but hadn't reached anywhere I m suppose,
what is happening I really don't know,
is that a drug a broken heart or
just the addiction I had known,
He thinks that I won't know it.
He thinks that I can't tell.
But he forgets how many times
He's put me through this hell.
All the time I want to get out ,
as want a new beginning even though it's all out
but I wont lose the faith,
I will fight all single days.
sad is the memories when u were high
hurt are the one who helped you to go by,
Collapsed veins were my biggest fear.
When I'm sick and shaking no need for tears.
I was alone and want to be ,
As their is risk to be together again,
As still i am addicted to my past n I think I will be again,
As he is not only in my mind,
but had all me through the vain.
