Clueless..

I still don't know about my destiny,
Where and how it will entertain me.
A saucer of revenge or bubble of hope,
A dust speck in air or a downward slope.
I fear from speaking out the truth,
Not wanting to hurt others in the way.
Maybe I am different from others,
I believe in moving when people try to stay.
I still don't know my equation with god,
A happy alliance or a rickety load.
I travel on in search of water in desert,
Not knowing when will I be blessed.