Oh I still remember the beginning of "us" and beautiful it was. I found you adorable and special to my heart. I loved you deeply and madly. I trusted you blindly and only looked upto you always. But then I got hurt and felt like nothing. I let that go and decided to stay with you, but again I was cheated and it did a complete damage to my love. I lost my feelings and I wanted to be alone, but I valued our relation more than my feelings because I still had faith in your love. I never gave up on you my dear. Though, things started to change but it was you and only you who could ever own heart. Yes, I had became mean and I was a total lost. I was myself so lost that I could not understand your feelings that now I was hurting you and hurting you badly. I am sorry my love, but I beg you not to give up on me. I beg you not to give up on our relation. Because, this means so much to me and I can do anything to have you. I believe in power of love, for it is the quality of God. I am blank right now because I don't know how to have you back. All I do now is crying an crying hard. It cannot stand it anymore, please forgive me and give me just one chance to prove my love. This is all I am in the state to say right now. I only know I love you and love you like I have never loved anyone else and like no one ever will love you this much. Don't cheat on me again my dear because I won't be able to bear that. I miss all your good things and lovely things you used to do. I cannot develop feelings for anyone else and I would die with this regret that I let you go. Please come back.
It's been more than 3 months now and I am still suffering... The love inside me is neither decreasing nor it is being answered.