Confused!

Her love has left me confused,
And I am unable to decide.
My thoughts are in conflict,
As I think about our relation.
Unbounded and yet constrained,
Not crossing some hurdles.
The wall is riddled with holes,
There are gaps,one too many.
A rope is holding me back,
I am in a strain with my emotions.
Whether to love fully or to let go,
I ask and never get assuring response.
With time maybe I will know,
Her unhindered feelings about me.
I will wait till then in the woods,
Waiting for the sun to stream across.