yes there was a reason, yes everything was wrong,
yes most of it is alright now, some perfect even..
but something in my mind, unstable and unwanted
has followed through to now from then..
nothing seems to break it
and i want it gone so
but every time i try to shake it
the dread only seems to grow
its hard to wake up to face another day
i find myself running from reality,
wanting it & everything & everyone
to just go away
I want to be normal again
I just want to be okay
but nothing yet is working
I find myself wondering how and if anything may...