Fucking Love!!

This story hovers over a male figure (Brad) and a very specific "LOVE cum Fuck" life instance of his.

Brad was a fresh Engineering graduate of electronics in the year 2009.
He was a tall,handsome,smart,fearless fella with a high rush of adrenaline and ready to touch the sky as the young blood roared out loud through his body and mind.
Brad took life always easy and was never serious about the future as he believed to live in present.
He remained happy most of the time and the people around him too.

Brad heard this line and experienced from his surrounding repetitively that "Love Hurts" but never experienced in person.
He was determined not to get hurt by LOVE as they say, after all its just a chemical / hormonal disturbance in our body.
He had been liked by many girls knowingly or unknowingly and he liked even some girls but never went into that serious kind of LOVE zone about which he heard.
He always said, it's better to fall from a cliff and get hurt physically rather than falling in Love and get hurt non-physically.

The time went on and he found himself doing job in an IT company, where he loved the work and the culture "Work Hard, Have Fun" suited him well.
Overtime he made new friends both in real and virtual world (FaceBook, Writerbabu etc...)
Eventually he became friends with people of other countries virtually.
There was 1 girl from the foreign country with whom he started spending more and more time as he liked sharing his part of day to day life along with his feelings.
He was always interested to listen from her and her feelings towards life, people, creeds, God and whatever unending saga it may.
They Skyped often,
they laughed together, they exchanged their secrets and stories and thoughts,
they smiled without reasons seeing each other,
they fought without reasons,
they used to talk till the sunrise on weekends,
they never got bored of each other.
It was like they have made their own little world far away from this bloody real world.
This continued for 6 months.

On the 7th month:
One night while chatting over messenger, her replies were slow.
And Brad thought she may be busy so he said gudn8 and still kept thinking of her, waiting for her reply and slept when the sun appeared.
Next night she pinged and asked about his day.
Brad replied and again she was slow today.
So the chat window displayed the below
Brad: "What is it, Y ur replies are slow.Shall we Skype or are u busy ?"
After 10 mins-
She: "I am kind of busy, cannot Skype now"
Brad: "Ok we will talk later then, as U pinged me so thought we can talk"
After 5 mins-(as no replies)
Brad: "Gudn8, sleepwell"
After 30 mins-
She:Gudn8

Next day was Saturday, and as the night came he pinged and asked her if they can Skype.
She was online and wanted just to chat that day aswell.
Brad:"Was thinking about U and found U online, Skype ? :-)"
She: "Kind of busy"
Brad:"Is everything Ok as U seem like U don't wanna talk to me anymore ?"
She:"Rightnow I am talking to another friend on Skype so can't talk"
Brad:"Last nights also was the case, so asked u this way"
She:"yes I was talking to him"
Brad: "Fine, U carry on. Gudn8"
After 30mins he logged out waiting for her reply, seeing every minute the screen don't know Y.

That night he felt uneasy and heavy, like something stuck within him.
He just wanted to talk to her like the past days they used to but was unable to.
He didn't slept the whole night.
Something was killing him inside.

For the next 1 week he didn't ping her as he realized that she doesn't want or have no more time to talk to him.
And she also never pinged.
Brad, knew something was happening to him but he went on as normal and worked, had fun with his friends and tried to be as busy as possible just to ignore the
remembrance of her and the thirst of seeing and talking to her.
His eyes, felt like a dry bean and his ears were eager to here her sweet voice once again.
Unknowingly, she was always there with him, and he could listen to her voice right from his heart beats that never stopped no matter how busy he tried to be.

After 10 days of silence, Brad saw some updates from her.
Those were some pics of her with another Guy.
Without thinking anything, Brad just pinged her saying "Hi, Hw r u ?"
That night she pinged and said that she is in love with a guy whom she mentioned as a facebook friend earlier but never said about the love stuff.
Overall, She went to his country, made love to him or can say just fucked for 7 days!
Brad was not able to understand what to say but he said "great, good for u dear.However, this kind of Love is unknown to me :-)"
And as her boyfriend came to skype, Brad just left out the love birds to talk peacefully.

After this, Brad didn't pinged her for 15 days and neither did she.
But, than she pinged;
She:"Hi, Hw r u ?"
After 1 day-
Brad:"am good, hw r u ? "
She:"am Ok, just missing U"
After 12 hours-
Brad:"Kind of busy with work" (pretending to be too busy to himself to avoid talking to her)
She:"can we skype this weekend ?"
After 30 mins-
Brad:"May be"
After 2 days on Friday night-
She:"How about talking today after your office hours, afterall friday night :-)"
reply on Staurday morning-
Brad: "was busy"
She:"It seems, U have no more desire to talk to me. Can we talk once ?"
Brad / She : "!!!!!!!***********Fighting with all star words ***************!!!!!!!"

Overall, she was just not happy with her relationship with him and wanted to talk to Brad.
After a conversation, Brad said how he missed her and tried to avoid her as he felt heavy inside his heart everythime he went to sleep and got up.
This never happened to him and inorder to get rid of the pain he tried to avoid her.
She said;
She:"I love u as a frnd, and U r very important to me.If I don't talk to u all the time doesn't mean I don't remember U. I even remembered u many times when I was with him"
Brad:"Fine dear, but i just missed talking to U so much. I was afraid that I was in Love with U so stopped talking to U as there was an intense uncontrollable feeling and urge to see and talk to U which I wanted to get rid of."
"But still, U are and were always hanging around my heart" and I am unable to do anything about it"
She: "Nice to here such things from U Brad, r u sure U r not in Love ?"
Brad: "I don't want to be sure"
She: "Anyways, even if U feel so, don't have any expectations from me"
Brad: "Nope, I will not have :-)"
Brad in his mind "Expectations lead to sadness sometimes"

As of now as I write, it's already been 2 years.
Brad & She are very close friends now.
They have an eager desire to meet each other someday.
By this day of 2015, Brad had went on and off with many relationships but had never got that vibe which he gets from her only though none of them lasted longer than a month or nothing went serious due to the repelling nature of Brad, "The not get HURT focus".
And, she had never found such an interesting and crazy person as Brad.
Brad is a dreamy Guy with lot of imaginations when it comes to her but not anyone else.
She is may be scared to admit real love for the one he finds the best and the closest friend in as it may fail down the journey of Life,
when realistic man made countries, boundaries, faith, religions and family come into picture.
Both know the above facts somehow and still they say they are not in LOVE with each other yet share very interesting time and Love each other without expectations.

Love is complicated and simple as well.
It's simple when we understand together as a single being rather then 2, however still margin of complexity retains.
It's simple and complicated when either She understands or He understands but not both. Simple for the 1 who doesn't understand.
However, you can fuck whom U love as a person but LOVE is so powerful that:
Love can fuck you anytime, anywhere,
Doesn't matter Who or what u r,
Doesn't matter U avoid it or be friends with whom U love just not to loose them.

Ultimately, Now Brad knows that;
We can fuck a person in someways, but LOVE fucks the SOUL in everyway!
Real / Pure Love doesn't need society invented tags like Boyfriend / Girlfriend / Fiance / Wife / Husband etc...
Real / Pure Love doesn't mean we need to get the one we feel Love for but just Loving him/her without expectations from our self or from her/him.
It's just what it is and will be always untouched by the worldly practical things.

Dare to Love and get fucked by it from every corner of your SOUL because their is noway we are going to escape alive from this Life! ;-)

Ending with a quote:
{{"Life is not merely a series of meaningless accidents or coincidences,
but rather it is a tapestry of acts that culminate in an exquisite, sublime plan."
Everything happens for a reason."}}

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Have an awesome 2015 my dear friends.
Fall in Love again and again & get fucked by it again and again with a single person or different people till U die,
Because whatever doesn't kill U makes U only Stronger ;-)
Luv U All :-)
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