Guzaarish

Do you love me,
my mona,
say me ,
But not even a single word you utter,
Hiding yourself in that secret world of yours,
with your friends who just make me lame,
I always want you to be happy,
not to take pain killers,
But you just give me so much pain,
Why is your love not similar to me,
not open to me,
why is your love,
just restricted to your poems,
why is your love just a love of illusion,
why is your love a mirage,
why is your love a mirror,
why is your love a false mirror,
why ?
tell me
why?