Heart breaks..

Hoping for a yes,
Getting a loud no,
Was this my fate,
Hiding the blow.
I consoled my heart,
It cried out hard.
The wounds lay open,
In fear of retard.
I asked myself,
Did I love too much,
I answered back,
I loved to lose.
Things weren't nice,
Right from the start.
I broke my soul,
In a momentary blast.
Grief now hogs me,
Shadows I do fear,
For guidance I pray,
From a known seer.
The road is long,
The journey is short,
I wonder out loud,
Did destiny became a plot!