I can write only in pain....

A little girl with aims to fly,
One incident always makes her cry,
i am this cat closed in the trunk,
waiting to come out of the tragic junk,
how will i stop my tears?
how will i overcome my fears?
the solution i thought was solitude,
then,i was blamed for the wrong attitude,
i want to break these chains ,
smile and dance in the rains,
i look in the mirror,
realize life and it's horror,
i am running from attachments,
and also from all the sentiments,
but,how long will i run from myself?
searching for someone who can understand my inner self?
i always have this smile on my face,
but,i am just tired of running with this pace,
time heals everything they say,
i wish that time comes now,i pray,
i know there is no gain,
but, i can write only in pain:)