In My Silence

So dead inside
My heart has turned
The nightmares of life
For me have returned.

A blank white shadow fades
Dying away with the last seed of hope
A grim soul beneath this air
A dark mortal life still pleads to grow.

Still i cant redeem myself
Still no one shared my grief
Made promises to stay long
Could nt even bear with me to brief.

Crystals in river crash to an end
Still i hold my hopes on high
If the pain not bursts out of me
I'll descend and leave a body of lies.

Your tears i see in pain and cry
Rest in time to swallow the night
Your head there lies beside my mind
Rest in time and dont you cry.