MISSION: WEIGHT LOSS IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!

Have you ever had this feeling like among most of the things which you always used to boast about is becoming the cause of your very trouble???.....okay if not.....cool.....but ME....I am having this terrible feeling!!!

For years being very proud that I have a slightest bit of army background was like receiving "awws" "wows"....and great admiration form fellow people like its not my uncle who is a colonel....its me... but still I enjoyed all that pride and all....but lately the moment I have returned from my uncle's daughter's marriage it seems that his new army project is me!!...

For years he has always been behind saying.."tone down!"..."reduce!!"...."you look like a potato!!"....."I will seriously make you run like for hours if next time you don't reduce yourself!!"....and I was like"yeah, yeah...I will...yeah surely will"...it sounded a lie even to my ears...

Never once did I take it seriously.....while all my brothers and sisters are shaping UP and toning DOWN....I am stuck here eating a chocolate brownie and writing this post!!.....

But it seems that those days where I was just like "yeah yeah" are finally gone....because now I am handed the mission to lose weight until he(my uncle) sees me next time or else....my weight loss sessions are going to be full-on army style......

My sister who has gone to gym to increase her stamina is all set behind me....annoying me to lose those extra kilos.....dragging and pulling me out of my bed......pushing me to exercise......laughing and teasing and scolding me at my failed attempts to lose weight......and I am like.."laugh as much as you want.....but one day my turn will surely come!!" and I make a face and return back to whatever weird "gym-name" exercises she compels me to do.

On the other hand....my brothers are fitness freaks....they are totally on muscle making....ab making sessions...and I seriously think.."Dude, can't you just chill and sit down for once."...but hell...there never listen....

While half of my acquaintances have repeated this line like....infinite times...that I sometimes wonder is it their secret plan to annoy me??....and that line is," Gosh!!....You have color, you have height, you have features, you have practically everything...including those piles you keep putting on....try to lose them....and then you see you will beautiful!!".....and I say," You mean I am not beautiful now?".......

Whatever it is.....my mission has officially started and I can feel it...not in sense that I losing weight but practically everyone's behind me.....the other day my friend (who is an athlete) made me run behind her in the whole college canteen and volleyball area carrying my wallet so that I cannot buy a dessert for myself from college....gosh!! that is so childish..but you can't rule out the fact even I ran after her, caught her and then ate that yummy dessert!!......I am so full of determination....but only to eat a chocolate cake!!......

My sister hopes from me that I should show a bit of determination in this whole weight loss thing, too!!.....and I am trying my best.....(c'mon it is a white lie)....it sounds even to me.....A LIE.....okay okay...I am trying my best to try my best to lose weight.....how does this sound????.....okay what the hell did I just write.....???

I guess those losing calories are taking a serious toll on my writing skills.....so for now I will leave it here....wish me luck for this Mission which sounds and looks completely IMPOSSIBLE to me!!......Let's hope it is not!!!.................................