My Life, A Tragic Song ??

Want death soon to arrive;
No purpose of me being alive!
No more worries or woes;
Want death to kiss my toes!

No griefs, no sorrows;
If I won't wake up tomorow!
Troubles & tears nothing;
Peace would be everything!

Who cares about my mask;
Not even God, even if I ask!
I laugh, I cheer, I grin;
None knows, the grief within!

I pretend everything is right;
I find all black, nothing white!
I was a girl, who stayed strong;
My life, a tragic song ??