"Dear heart, stop feeling for him. Dear Brain, Stop thinking about him!" The voice says! But then I cant. How I can I ? First love! Always the best. More of all, a girl like me, who never believed in love, falling for someone!
Strange! I know, very well know, he can never be mine. But still my heart feels for him. Why? Can't stop this, nor I can forget him, nor I can treat him as a friend. No .. I cant. Then what shall I do? I am in great dilemma. Not interested in doing anything. Neither in college, nor in studies, nor anything. When I close my eyes, all I can see is only him.. All I want is only him. All my heart needs is only him & only him alone!! All the time, my mind is thinking of him . Only him. No one can replace this special place, this heart, this love! In fact, he is the only one whom I trust so much, equally to my parents! Yes, I trust him a lot!!
"The pain in life, is not being alone and having a desire to b loved. But its when you realize you have fallen in love with someone who can never b yours!! "" When you yourself refuse to accept that its yours!"
My every beat, is bringing him more near! Every time, I speak with him, I will be the happiest person on this Earth. More I see him , the more I speak with him , the more I fall deeply in love with him.
Hmm ...Many days before, say around 3 years before, I had read somewhere. Say in Horoscope, numerology, future prediction. It said" You will love some one whole heartedly, but you will marry someone else!" I laughed at it then, because a girl like me, falling in love! Highly impossible. I didn't believe all this . But now, this sentence makes me cry.
Well.. He is someone, someone special to me, the only one with whom I share everything. I want to love him, in every way I could. An innocent kid, I have ever known.
I want to live with him, stay in his heart for ever & ever. Every morning, he should be the first one whom I see. And every night, he has to fall asleep in my arms, as I make him sleep. I want to love him, take care of him, like how a mother does for her child. I want to fight with him, quarrel with him. I want to take him, in my arms, hug him. I want to live with this stubborn kid! But then, fate! My bad luck. I know I can't but still this stupid heart dreams of him. Seriously, someone said it right. "Brain is enough, heart is making things complicated."
With whom should I share this pain? None. Only my ink! Yes, my ink speaks! :' )
Yet, I have one dream, one great desire. I want to be in your arms, hug you at least once before my death!
Yes. Tomorrow, I might share my future with someone else. Someone who completes me. But with a heavy heart, I say no one can take your place. You always have that special part in my life,
Where I adore you,
And will always be there for you!! :' ) This is all I can!
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Yea, this is a true story! :(
@Ankita: Thank you! :)
@Rakesh - Nope. Sorry I am not that girl! :)
u said its a real story but u tittled it fiction jst edit it dear.
Gemini : :(
This is merely a bollywood sentiment instead of truth. Do we ever 'fall' for our sisters or mother? No. Because we are "mentally prepared", that it is bad.
Similarly if we believe or "prepare" ourselves mentally, that pre-marital relationships are bad, we won't "fall" for the wrong person.
Imagine if your husband discloses that there was someone else, whom he "really" loved? :)
My condition is some what similar to you .....
In my case I cant be with her as she likes someone else.... :'-(
M glad you loved it! :)
You my dear don't have to own him or be with him to Love him truly.
Love him only becoz U Love him.
Love without reasons is the best and simplest to enjoy beautifully. ;-)
Be the Love yourself.
After all as the heart is meant to beat so it is meant to get hurt as well and that is beautiful in a way.
Keep smiling, Keep writing :-)
You are right ...its not about possessing somone and he, i meant by (simple love) never meant to possess anyone. He meant if you loved him...love him not because he hated you but because you loved him like somebody loved y0u and you never liked him.
Yes you are always right "subu" as said by great philosopher, a great writer, a great lady or a great man(whatever) and bichara "simple love" . I felt mercy on him when i heard about his story.
It's like we SMILE at LOVE and it Smiles back at us.
just we need to go beyond the body and we can Love the Soul forever. :-)
â€œthere is a place in the heart that
will never be filled
and even during the
the greatest times
we will know it
we will know it
there is a place in the heart that
will never be filled
we will wait
in that space.â€
â€• Charles Bukowski
But trust me dear, everything that happens...happens for good. And u'll be fine too. We are here for u. :)
I will be getting married to her soon