The Truth In My Lie

When I said I was happy, was really I ?
I wish you could catch the truth in my lie…
When I wanted to speak and u said goodbye
All your tantrums that I took on sky all that u said I abided by
And when u asked why am I sad and I answered I don’t know why
I wish you could catch the truth in my lie…
All the times I said its fine when I needed you and you did deny
On that every time before u when I had myself to justify
When I was hurt and I said just something got into my eye…
I wish you could catch the truth in my lie…
When in every fight I had to accept that the one who was mistaken was I
When I smiled through phases that forced me to cry
When I laughed out loud when I actually wanted to die
I wish you could catch the truth in my lie…
When I said you have not changed a bit in the year by
When I giggled when you said that I do things just to annoy
When I said I am strong enough to handle any loss that comes by
I wish you could catch the truth In my lie…
When I said I didn’t when you said you didn’t u even try ?
When you fought with me and I just took a sigh
When I stayed on the ground tough I wanted to fly
I wish you could catch the truth in my lie
When every time you insulted me and I did not reply
On every fight that you won because I could not defy
When every time I said I wasn’t angry even tough temper in me was high
I wish you could catch the truth in my lie
When every time I held back my tear so that you didn’t see me cry
When I sacrificed all that you felt was not right just to save this tie
When I agreed to all decisions tough they were not my
I wish you could catch the truth in my lie

When ahead i would say that i am fine would really be i?
i hope you would catch the truth in my lie.....