The voices in my head

I'm listening to the voices in my head,
Unable to fall asleep, I lie in my bed,
I'm trying to decipher what he just said,
and the reason for the tears I shed.

Shhhhhhhh​! I try to silence my mind,
Breathe! My voice called from inside,
I wish for once that it was a lie,
The bulged morning face that I hide.

I wake up, dress up and walk like I am fine,
I think of my goals, aims and decide to shine,
But, when I get back home and it's nine,
I sit under the stars and wish he will be mine.