Its been 4 years, 7 months and 2 days and I still miss you. Honestly till date I am still on the same page. I still remember everything. I just miss everything about you. I miss your hugs. I miss your kisses. I miss our talks. I miss you giving me advices, I miss you cooking me food or just sitting with me and discussing about where I was lost , what was bothering me, future plans, EVERYTHING!
But most of all I MISS YOU!
I miss you when something good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with .
I miss you when something troubles me, because you were the only one who understood me so well.
I miss you when I achieve something good in my life, because you were the one who used to appreciate me.
I miss you when something bad happens to me or someone behaves rudely with me, because you always made me feel special.
I miss you when I see someone spending time with their father or just texting their dad, because I used to have that bond with you.
I MISS YOU every fucking time but I miss you the most when I stay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were one of the best and most memorable times of my life.
How much I miss you,
So many times a day I close my eyes and speak to you in thousands silent ways!
People say things change with time, time heals every pain, you stop missing people with time, you learn how to live without someone, you learn how to be completely happy without your loved ones with time.
But NO! Life is not that easy without you, Paa! Time has passed yet we are never completely happy! All the happy moments are just incomplete without your presence. No achievement feels great without your hug and appreciation. Nothing brings that level of happiness that you used to bring to our lives. No one can motivate me the way you used to. No one can understand me like the way you used to do.
And most importantly, nothing changes with time. The pain we have in heart is just growing with time. It never heals its just like you learn to live with that pain. You just learn to fake it. You learn how to cry at night when everyone falls asleep and smile all day to make people believe time heals everything.