Sitting in the bus, on the way to my office
I was listening to some songs, my latest playlist.
There was the soft sadness in his voice, and I felt lost
My memory was rewound, and I stood in my past.
How do I make you come back to me?
Pray, what should I do?
How do I make it stop, this growing void?
How do I convince(you)of my love for you?
How do I still breathe, when I see no trace of you?
When I have not heard your voice for a month or two?
How do I keep myself sane, when even after an entire year,
Not for a single moment have I stopped thinking about you.
How do I survive this state of non-being?
How do I protect myself from the idea of us?
How do I make you come back to me?
How do I start feeling anything again?
The song was over, and I got off the memory lane.
If you ever did come in front of me, what would I say?
Would silence be best?
Or would a hint of a smile do?
Would total neglect be the most reasonable thing to do?
I'd probably pretend I was hallucinating and never look back at who I thought was you.
