Too Many Goodbyes And Not Enough Rain

Too many goodbyes,
And not enough rain.
Of love and loss,
But not enough gain.

Fingertips slipping,
Losing all your touch.
Running back for hugs,
Holding on too much.

Too many goodbyes,
And not enough words.
Just the vacant sky,
And a few flightless birds.

Too scared to ask you if,
Too scared to ask you why.
I'll just smile through my pain,
If that means I have to lie.

Too many goodbyes,
And not enough rain,
To hide my teardrops,
You can't see my cry again.