Missing someone is the worst kind of torture. No matter where you are or what you are doing with your life, it never goes away.
When a person is gone and all you have of them are the blury memories of what it was like to hear your phone buzz with text from them, the joy you experienced while in their company, and unfortunately the memory of that worst moment when the bond with you shared shattered, you long for all that was lost and could have been gained.
You are left with memories and nothing more. And no matter how much time passes, you still feel the ache of their absence whenever they rise into your thoughts. At every happy moment when you wish him to be there you just recall those memories as it is better than facing that void you are left with which will never ever be filled.
Actually the WORST TORTURE...!!!